HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!

people say we look alike and my cousin was saying today that normally that child that looks like the mother would be the one who caused the most heartache to her. i think its true to a ceertain extent, though i look like her but my character is not any like hers. she's quite old-fashioned in her thinking but she's super understanding.

she knows that we're off different generations thus she gives and take. she's super forgiving and she trust her kids wholeheartedly. calls that she gif not seeing her kids at home are annoyance to us but to her, she just wanna make sure you're safe, after which, she wont bother anymore.

she would always be the one supporting us, in any other way, when we collapse and fall, she's there to give her support, when my sister have her competition, she very much wanna go down and give her support but knowing that her presence would be a pressure to my sister, she would just say words of encouragement, messaging her before she go for her matches, overseas trips.

whenever we are beaten by him, she'll always stand up for us, protecting us from every pain. she always smiles on the outside, whether she's happy or not, and swallow her tears herself, jsut because she doesn want anyone to worry for her. no matter what people have done to her, how much pain she has endured, ultimately, she'll still smile and fogive that person. she's an optimistic lady.

at times, when we upset her, say awful words to her she would just smile and take it as a joke but deep inside, we know she's heartbroken. she understands us inside out, when im agitated, she'll seek help frm others and leave me alone to think, to ponder, to cool down. no matter how angry she gets, she'll never beat her kids nor chide them in any harsh tone.

she's the greatest mum you can ever find.

i still remembered the words she said to me after somethign drastic happen. she said this, no matter what happens, youve nothing to fear, even if the place is filled with unhappiness, youll still be fine, for you've mummy, u've ur siblings, people whom u can trust and protect you.

to her, we're her everything but to us, mummy, youre our everything. thank you for all that youve done to us, we can never do enough to repay your love towards us. you wont be reading this nor understand those words but mum, forgive me for my stubborness and the times i've made u upset, i love you mum. =)