ive a feeling im e weirdest person on earth. there's an accounting paper on thurs and yet im slacking. there's seriouusly sumthing wrong with me. nt lky im a pro in accounts or anything, in fact im the antithesis of the pro. perhaps the thinking of having a tml to study jus make me feel lky leaving it to be for now. im always procrastinating.

past two papers have been quite alrite i guess.
criminal procedure- it all depends on luck now. did e best tt i ever could though im kinda blind and suffering frm stm. remembered telling myself to edit tt question but still i forgotten bout it. oh nvm.
contract- eh. haha. as for this, hmmm, lets hope i analysed it correctly and my guesses are rite la hor. =)
and as for both. lets hope that the markers wont vomit blood figuring out what im writting and minimise their standard of english. couldn be bothered bout the language during the paper but thinking bout it now, think i wrote the standard of some kid. lets hope for the best.

one more down and its gonna be the hols but it aint gonna be a hol for me i guess. let's see. elated and was super proud of ah beng. finally passed his subjects- 2 of them. but still any improvement makes me smile, tt's the joy of teaching kids. every little step makes a difference. he's proved tt nothing is impossible so long as u are willing to try.

anywae, thanks mindmap for the offer he helped in helping us understand criminal procedure. at least we've understand bits and pieces here. haha. despite it being late at nite or early in the morning, depite complaining bout me he still helped. thanks. =)

trust me this once when i say those words
they aint said for nothing.

whining; complaining- been thinking bout this last nite upon chancing it sumwhere.

people whine as an aid to relief, to make them feel all better while others simply haf no other better business to care bout. but what's the point. i mean yeah, u whine bout not having this and tt, nt being at good at this and tt as compared to someone else but never tot bout the good and all tt other dun possess. but perhaps u'll never understand tt sumtimes ppl yearn to be lky u as much but there u are complaining.

sometimes i dun understand or perhaps i cant be bothered to understand why ppl are so culculative. they make a big fuss out of a tiny weeny little thing as though tt thingy captured a piece of tt flesh. think there's a nd to ponder bout the ones aint at all fortunate as us before we complain bout anything under the sky and think bout the backstage of everything. its nt bout the outside but the inside.

before u complain bout the dislike of cuisine;
think bout the effort behind
before u complain bout nt being someone else;
think bout hw ppl love u for u jus being u
before u complain bout naggings;
think bout how fortunate u are to haf someone nagging
before u complain bout being lonely;
think bout e frens who are waiting for ur call
before u complain bout how hard the paper is;
think bout the dream to challenge ahead
before u gif up;
think bout how others have done it.
before u complain bout sumone else;
think bout urself
before u complain bout the weather;
think bout how good it's to be alive
before u complain bout the result;
think bout the process

before anything; think.

flippig, highlighting, writting. tt's e process of studying but how much has really been absorbed, i wonder. everytime u think uve gotten sumwhere, there'll be sumthing else tt make u withdraw. the code's nicely decorative but how much's useful? but who cares; at least ive tried. =)

down with a cold yest- seems lky im prone to getting colds. and mr lee claims tt i was the one who brough it upon myself. and he was still having fun teasing me yest nite.

in e end, it turned out tt my wonderous agent was joking with us. how fun is it ar. he's a guy with such high ego. said tt we should treasure him more and tt its for our sake. oh goodness, someone cure this guy wont you. he's getting out of hand with all his self-apprisals and all. what's worse, he says tt the goodwords tt i mention in the last entry aint enuff to fully describe him.

set him aside. im seriously pondering how am i gonna dissect and absorb everything in cpc? the code is thick enuff to be a dictionary and its words and phrasing seem so arcane to me. i think i nd a walking dictionary on the day of the examination. e doc was telling me yest tt there were 3 types of ppl on earth. 1) the super hardworking type. 2) the born-intelligent type 3) the lucky type. he said he fall under the 3rd category when he got his license as a doctor as he cant be bothered to study for his exams. i wonder if he's kidding me. think i shall stop whining and do some realistic stuff.

till den;

alrites. i think im one of the abnormal ppl, with some screws losen in my brain or sumthing of tt sort. while ppl are busy studying. im here blogging. haha. jus haf the suddden urge of wanting to blog so here i am. =)

exams's next week and i haven the faintest idea how am i to survive for criminal procedure eh even though its open book. it requires loads of braincells, guessing smart, figuring rite, a strong foundation of english and luck. whatever it is, guess we could only jus do our best and god will do the rest.tt's what always said in sec sch in the prayers before every examination.

anywae, ve been thinking. "gonna study hard", "wanna do well"-common phrases of students but it seems lky a cliche nowadays. what's exactly the defintion of studying hard? i think it depends on each individaul eh. a page of studying, an hour of revision is also deemed as studying hard aint it?

set aside exams; kids lately have been a joy. well, they've alwyas been. admist the stress, they are the ones making me smile and all. but i think ive caused a lot of trouble for my agent regarding "mr right" eh. and now he's said to tender his resignation, think its cos ve been giving him too much headaches though he claims not.

he's been a very nice agent. he dotes on us lky anything, will stand up for us come what may, enduring all the naggings frm the parents whenever something crops up, defending for us even though its our fault. he's a great entertainer as well. when he has nothing better to do, he'll ask bout our current affairs and act lky some kiddy, go bout "creating trouble". tt's him. at times he's weird too.

now tt he's made up his decision. lets hope all goes well for him in his future career prospects. but now tt there wont be anyone whom i can rely on when trouble comes, i wonder what will happen. -

lets hope tt he didn kid me -

thks winsor for everything.
uve been great and will always be.