today was a crazy day. its been so long since i went that crazy, having tuition one after another. but ah beng really drove me nuts today. just imagine ok, this kid that youve been teaching for quite sometime suddenly had moodswing.

he had practically gone bonkers la. things to prove my point.

1. he was lying his head on the table
2. then he was humming this weird song
3. then he was flaring up; saying that he doesn wanan do work and haf tuition
4. lastly, he collapsed on his bed.
5. i said to tell his mum, and his reply was, at most he'll get canning.

had a talk with his mummy through sms, she herself is worried cos this the age when kids start to turning astray. but then the reasons are the usual ones, parents not spending adequate time with their childrening, pampering them too much, we cant deny that for this is the 21st century. to kids, canning them to they bleed, screaming, shouting at them, controlling them wont make them any better. it just makes them wanna rebel more.

sometimes i find myself lost somwhere, as though we cant keep up with the current pace, and as if we've no idea why things can happen and change so fast. i cant help but think, when my time comes, what will happen then? will i react the same way or would there be another form of style?

besides that, kids nowadays absorb more knowledge than in the past. now, i find myself beign interesting in touching the encyclopedia, when i used to abhor it. mayb its an influence frm my kids. looking at them studying with much pleasure, as if its another hobby to them makes me feel like touching them once more to amend for all those that ive lost.

why dont u feel like talking to me when you know it all? i'm still me and you're still you, we can still talk like normal. i didn noe tt you aint aware of it. if there's a nd, ill apologise.