i can take the sun's rays no more
can i be blinded by darkness
so tt things would be much simplified?

i lost my direction; lost tt familiar touch
and the worst of it alll; i lost myself.
the familiar strength; the familiar gal;
they're all gone in a split second.

i cant keep up with the spinning of the earth
im far behind
can i change my way of movement?
let me fly
so that i can be faster than anyone else
and be more prepared on this journey?

drained; whacked;shagged;lethargic;tired
words of the same meaning
but they are all excuses
for me to run away from reality.

hit me hard; ill be back on track.

wo hao xiang xiang fei
tao li zhe ge feng kuang shi jie
you na me duo tong
na me duo lei
na me duo wo ming de lei shui.

stop having regrets and start rite.
when i can stop this skipping thing.
if mummy knows;she'll be more than disappointed.