today's been a great day though in the midst of it, there's regrets. thank you for making my day. sometimes i wish i was just courageous enough to not follow the crowd and make my own stand but im just too afraid of loneliness. it hasn been happening once but time and again. always i turn back and ask myself why didn i but there and then; its far too late. i really wished there's someone as closed to me; then all these wouldn happen but it wont happen.

im addicted to "spot the difference" . whether its played via the machine or in the book; its just fun. been doing loads of puzzles today when im supposed to be doing my tutorial but nvm, at least it stimulates my brain. everyone's stressed up; work is piling up; projects due and everything's due here and there but i dun find myself getting worked up or putting an extra effort to make it rite. either im too tired or my body cant take it.

conveyancing's a mystery to me. though all the deliverables seems ok and all but im lost somewhere somehow or mayb ive never understand it frm the start. and i noe ive been troubling our tutor loads with all those questions tt seem stupid and all. though queries are answered, im still lost, dun get the whole at all. nvm, ill figure it out, someday.

loads been happening lately; whether its happening to me myself or the people around me. u'll jsut feel the way they do naturally for they are too close to u. ive been real blunt towards her, showing all my irritateness and all but u werent like tt in the past. why so this time round then? getting urself stuck in all these, do u noe how much we worry everytime u say u are tearing; everytime u say this has happened, tt has? ure much more worthwhile. love urself more can, take it as a plea frm me. dun lose urself cos of tis. get back on track, i hope ull.

the least and only thing i can do is to listen to the voices tt comes. nt having been able to do anything, im sorry. tml might nt be a better day but a better tml will come. do smile. there'as always a reason for u to smile. alwyas and always. =)